My Kick-start to The Light (How It Started)

Assalamualaikum. Good little sponge, do your thing and absorb. ^_^ My story I had everything i wanted in life, if not more. Everything i wanted, i got. Not that i was a spoilt brat, i was dead stubborn. Too stubborn to lose. If i wanted something, i would work like a crazy woman (in my way of course). Yes, there is the occasional i-want-it-but-i-cant-get-it, but if i'm too lazy to work for it, i don't deserve it in the first place. I felt my life was empty, like something was missing. I knew it had to be more than just material. I...

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Nak Berubah Tp Tak Berani?

Assalamualaikum. Before i get into what 'at-first pain' means, i want to tell you about the incident that inspired me. the incident. My mother was doing her 'sewing' thing so barang2 menjahit tu bersepah2 dekat area dia buat kerja tu. My not-so-baby sister wanted a glass of water, so being the AWESOME sister that I AM (^_^), bergeraklah ke arah meja untuk ambil air. And then, OUCH, terpijaklah satu objek yang ada dekat atas lantai. Rupa-rupanya, my mother's magnet block that she uses to make sure that the pins and needles don't go merata-rata. Then...

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Pergaulan (Part Two)

Assalamualaikum, well, like i said, here is part two. take a deep breath and get ready to suck some knowledge in. *wink wink..ehem2, insyaAllah. Part Two  meh sini, pergaulan bukan je antara lelaki dengan perempuan. Perempuan dengan perempuan pon ada Lelaki dengan lelaki pon ada. Berkawan tu pon pergaulan juga. Everything is balanced. Kalau pergaulan 'tak bagus' tu wujud, mesti pergaulan 'bagus' pun ada. =)  (i wanted to show an example picture, but then, tak elok la tunjuk gambar orang dedah aurat =.=")  So,...

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My First Day

Mom was shocked when i called her yesterday and asked her to make me a BIG BIG hijab. tudung labuh bulat lah senang cerita. I'm not sure why i want to do this, i just feel like it. Yes, i admit, one part of the idea scares intimidates me, I'm not sure i am THAT strong. Kids who go to sekolah agama, dah terbiasa. Alhamdulillah lah kalau macam tu. Orang macam saya nih, setakat pergi sekolah agama 'extra' selepas sesi sekolah habis tu pon, tak pernah = =". Ilmu pun tidaklah seberapa, but hey, it doesnt hurt to learn, ken?  At...

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Pergaulan (Part One)

Bismillahirahmanirrahim Bosan juga ckp psl pergaulan ni, tp rasanya, zaman skarang nih, ni yg mengganggu kepala sikit kot. So thats what i am going to talk about. I am going to break this into several parts, only because i dont want ONE post to get terribly long, even I get annoyed reading such posts. Haha So, ada ape dengan pergaulan nih sebenarnya? Biasa lah. Targetnya, crowd muda sikit kot. Almaklumlah, nak ckp from an adults point of view, i'm not one myself. Part One Kita start dgn ni la ye. LOVE. The thing or word that supposedly...

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